You'll never get anywhere if you keep putting yourself down. If you don't like who you are, change yourself. You are the only one who can do that. Keep fighting for those goals and don't give up. Don't be afraid to fai, everyone does. Get back up and try again, it makes you stronger. Go for it, keep fighting! Don't let anyone bring you down. Prove them wrong! Show them how strong you are! The people who put you don't mean nothing. Real friends are the people who stick by your side cheering you on and holding you up.
Don't stop dreaming<3